I fell on my head...

... but I'm not stupid, don't worry. yah... I over-rotated a front tuck and landed on my head. crack. I didn't break anything, thank the Lord that protects me! but I'm really out of alignment, my head's resting more on my right shoulder than my left, my sisters keep teasing me that I can't see my feet, and pointing to the sky saying they see superman. I can look at the sky(but it hurts) and it kinda hurts to look to the left or right, and can't see my feet. it's tragic. I feel like I'm balancing my head on a needle and if I stop flexing my neck muscles my head will roll away and I'll never be able to find it. hey! I have and idea, I'll be headless for halloween:) lol.

I'm going to the chiropractor tomorrow. I'm kinda scared but I trust Dr. David enough. he's gentle(i hope). I'm gonna go lie down cause this office chair doesn't have neck support. and oh yah, I'm sorry to those i bummed out on not competing. I could use your prayers. thanks:)

It's FRIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYyyyyyyyy:)

yep... anyway, haven't posted in a long time. Friday's fun most of the time. Friday means I have a meet tomorrow, and everyone's invited:) W're off school today, cause we have a lot of cooking to do for my meet tomorrow. also, I suck at cooking. just thought I'd let everyone know that I'm probably not going to go in to culinary arts anytime soon. here's the story:

I made cookies yesterday, that I made with whole wheat so we're not using them for the meet. anyway, that's not the point. I spilled the last of the sugar so if the cookies have dirty hint them, you know why. I also bumped the chocolate chips off the counter, tryed to stir the batter with a wisk(which didn't work very well), for got to preheat the oven, for got to grease the pan, and... oh yah almost forgot the vanilla. thank goodness aimee decided to super, supervise me. and only left the room when the cookies were in the oven and told me not to do anything stupid. sooooo... I'm pretty much the clumsiest of the pappas kids.

I'm gonna make pasta salad today so wish me luck with that:) It's a good thing God didn't make me mother earth, cause everyting you ate would be really funky. anyway, I just realized I have a new trait:) never hire me to cook for you before I'm old and I've mastered pouring the milk into the cereal. lol

just a word... or two

wowowow:) My family's amazing. I'm so lucky to have the support I need. here's a tribute to them-

The dad, aka bill, aka Papa: He rocks. Hard core. very quiet. He is the most supportive person I've ever met. he's my dad

Bethany aka barfany(22): pretty much my second mom. very maternal. I have no old memories of her. the oldest is when she left the house to go to cal poly. very outgoing and expressive. currently lives in seattle, with her new son, caden. (sorry I have no pictures of her)

Laurel aka lala(20): stubborn personality, but very lovable. The oldest memory I have of her is her boy cut when she was 14 or 15 or something like that:) Introduced me to my God. ;) (sorry no pictures of her either)

Acacia aka boomfreka(17): It seems to her old friends she has the reputation of being rebellious, but no way, let me correct you on that. Awesome christian. Funniest person I know. doesn't care what people think of her. commonly gets stared at in town;) expressive... really expressive:)

Aimee aka big sister #4(16 on the 22nd): she's pretty much the big sister I know most about. she has a really strong and stubborn personality. shy. absolutely not expressive, but I love her the same.

and last but not least important

Stefan! aka "It's a Boy!": only boy in the family. Strong personality. Being the youngest, it's sometimes hard for him to express himself, but no matter, he's special to us and he will carry on the pappas name:)

so anyway those are my siblings and my dad; family that I love, not mentioning my mother, whom I mentioned in a few blogs ago. I wanted to let you all know that your loved by at least one person in this world: me:)

well, I'm very happy today cause I slept really well last night, and I am not sore(thank you Lord) from yesterday evening at gym. and... not mentioning the fact that it is Stefan's Birthday, adding to the wonderfulness of this freezing fall day:) Mom made coffee cake, so today is pretty much an official cheat day(also adding to the wonderfulness). Heather kissed me a bazillion times, so my face is covered in disgusting red lipstick. haha ok, yah.

Jesus has blessed me.

I'm still a little homesick, but I've learned over the past that I need to enjoy the moment as it is, and not rush or look forward to going home, because this moment will never come again:) I've felt guilty for not living the moment before, and it is not a feeling I'd ever like to confront again. This feeling of Joy will not last, unfortunately, but my Lord will allow it to return-

God will not place my life in my hands,
nor place upon me the burden
of this world and it's lands.

I know that my God has blessed
to give me a time of rest.

Not much of and organized poem, just mere words that rhyme:) I love everyone;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFAN!!!!!!!!!
signing off~

ps-I could use prayers, I think I hurt my foot again:( anything helps:)